Normally Friday is my enemy... don't get me wrong... I love Fridays cause that means Saturday is right behind it... BUT... with the new job... It's a 7 day a week type job... so I'm going to have to work at least one day on a weekend... being that I am the low woman on the totem pole of course... So since this is my last Friday that I'll be thinking how much I hate Fridays... typically cause it's the last day of the school week and I have to deal with the overwhelming surge of testosterone in my house... I think I'm going to make the best of the day and weekend with my guys... cause Monday... I'll be thinking... OMG... it's Monday!!! So maybe a movie night with the boys... popcorn or some kind of sweet salty snack... soda... and just a night for me and my boys... before the grind of Mama working starts for them and the new responsibilities start for them both!!!
So with the impending hectic-ness of the work schedule coming up I feel the HUGE need to get things organized... D is 16 now... and he is able to watch Wes and take care of his baby brother... but there is going to have to be more pitching in to help ease the stuff that I normally do during the day while they are school... They are going to have to make sure that their chores are done... that the house is picked up... dogs are walked... homework is complete.. reading is done... and dinner is started... I feel like I'm leaving one job behind for another... I feel like I'm abandoning my kids and my responsibilities as a mother to pursue a possible career... I felt this way when I started school in 2009... and I know I was able to get through it... but it took A LOT of organizing to pull it off and make it work... and that is what I have to do now... I need to make schedules... I need to make lists... I need to make sure that things are done the way they are suppose to be done... it's the OCD in me... it's the schedule, and lists, and ducks in a row side of me... So I'm going to sit down tonight and make my lists... prepare for the Sunday Family Meeting... and make sure that everything I need to say and need to get across and need to feel is organized is ready to be put across to the boys!!!
I guess other than that... I've just got to get things done over the weekend so that when I start work on Monday Morning... I know that everything is taken care of and I can try not to stress and can be the best that I can be... So I'm going to head off now to make my lists, schedules and make sure that everything is ready for Monday... Have an awesome Friday!!! Later....
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