A Brand New Start!

Happy New Year... I can't believe that 2013 is over and 2014 has begun. I just don't know where to start. Last year was kind of a whirl wind of ups and downs... endings and beginnings... good and bad... I just don't know where to start! My oldest "Baby Girl" graduated High School... got engaged... got married... turned 18... went off to the Air Force... and is now divorcing! In 6 months... I feel like my life has been turned upside down. I support her with all she does... and I only pray that she continues to shine... reach for the stars... and fly high!!!

My son... D... he's fixing to turn 16... old enough to drive on the road... he already drives me crazy... sophomore in High School... in the marching band... has a sweet girlfriend... and is becoming the man I always knew he would... Moved into his own room yesterday... shaves... O.M.G... he shaves... I just want to hold onto him for a bit longer!!!

My youngest... Wes... gonna be 11 soon. Still my baby boy!! I just pray he stays that way... in his final year of Elementary School... can't believe he's gonna be a big bad Middle Schooler soon... he's just growing so much... won't be long and I'll have an empty nest... then what? Then what will I do? I love my kids with all my heart and soul... without them... I feel like I'm nothing... I feel like I have no worth... without them... what am I?

I guess I will always be a mother... a nurse... a cook... a teacher... a maid... a tutor... a taxi driver... I will always love... I will always guide... I will always listen!!! I love you guys!! I love you so very much... from here to the moon and back!!!